| Fancy name. Only you guys know what it is xD Photoshop, and Flash CS3 (apparently upgrading to CS4 sometime to give us a handle of the better tool but yea) is what I'm learning now. Webdesign *coughbloodycough* and now I'm calling teachers by their first name >_> shit feels weird <_< anyho, what kind of update is this @_@ I can even rant without knowing people wont understand half the shit I say. That said, I'll shut up again for a while...
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| It is but 2 bloody months you weakling. Why can you not handle it. There are worse things out there. You haven't swallowed even a speckle of it.
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I don't like who I've become. It's not because of anyone. It's because of myself. I've become someone I had never thought I would be. Qualities I hated to see in myself before have now bore through my back. I did nothing to stop it. Nothing to heal it. It keeps thriving on my selfish thoughts and drilling until it will eventually penetrate my chest. I will not let it though. I will not become the person I have always hated. A person I vaguely picture who encompasses everything past the good qualities I see. Am I being blinded by my own arrogance? By my unwillingness to accept that there is a vast world out there?
I don't know.
I don't believe it.
I am not being stubborn when I say I won't accept it. Some things are out of my control but this is not one of them. What affects my thoughts are. What I let pin against my mind is not. Time seeps through the hourglass every moment of this life. Of any life. With every wall I encounter more slips past me. But I will not let down. Lost in this desert, it becomes seemingly endless. Everything becomes so frail. So distant. Damn I wish I wrote like this in the creative somehow. The Perfect Circle - Speech. Looks ideal now. heh. I will walk with the undertow. Eventually the horizon will end and then I will know what seeded.
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| Some people get nose bleeds every so often. Terence does lol. He sneezes with the first intake of bitterness every day as well. No logical sense but he does.
So then for those who know the typical nose bleed reaction for anime guys when they see hot girls or the sort, I ask one question- Would you consider it a compliment for a guy to get a nose bleed while talking to you or having just met you?
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